It’s been awhile since writing here, but it appears to be a perfect time to pop in and say “Surprise!” and share something amazing that happened last week. Please pray about what you read here. For me, it was life-changing. But it will need your own personal confirmation and application.
℘ A Personal Back Story: ℘
Recently I asked Father why I haven’t received many dreams, insights or revelations in awhile—specifically the kind from nature. Life feels dry, although to some degree, I understand why. I’m heavily committed into writing a book, and it’s challenging and time-consuming. But still. I miss the freshness of His presence, you know? The kind of “visitations,” or even “heavenly peeks,” that leave you speechless, yet overflowing. That kind.
After asking, the answer came. It has to do with my faith. God answers us in life, according to our faith! I’ve been wallowing in weak faith—sensing a deep tension in my spirit over the circumstances of my life, and playing a blame game. Blaming myself, (by playing reruns of past mistakes and sins) and blaming others. (feeling angry and critical) None of this fixes problems, of course, it only makes them worse. I’ve also been numbing myself too much, running from a destiny that feels right at my wing-tips. It’s like I know God wants us to fly by faith. He keeps showing “HIS-story,” and says we can be a part of it, screw-ups that we are. Amazing! But how UNcomfortable it is, meanwhile, to know you’re destined for something big, but still struggle with immaturity. To reach a higher plateau, we have to grow up. For me, dropping a negative story I keep telling myself is a major part of it. It’s childish. It’s faithless. And it’s been the reason for my spiritual dryness and clouded vision.
If this answer from Father wasn’t gracious enough, He then outdid Himself. He granted my heart’s desire before I could turn my attitude around! The very next day I witnessed a rare phenomenon in the bird kingdom—one that, (I’m humbled to say) has left me both speechless, and overflowing. :-)
℘ The Bird Story: ℘
Saturday, July 9th, 2022, a girlfriend came over for lunch, and we were sitting on my back deck. It was another stellar day for upstate N.Y.: sunny, and in the high 70’s. I noticed the large trees in my yard were very noisy and active—uncharacteristically so for mid-day, mid-July. Robins, cardinals, bluejays, mourning doves…all sorts of birds were flying back and forth, landing in the grass, and happily eating from my one, small feeder.
But my friend and I noticed some of the birds were acting strange. One of the of Robins, for example, leaned forward, put its head down, and spread its wings out wide! It laid prostrate for about 20-30 seconds, popped back up, and continued whatever it was doing.
Another robin did this same thing. And then a few minutes later, a Blue Jay landed on the grass. It too laid down flat as a pancake and spread its wings out wide!
My first thought was a hawk was nearby, and the birds were playing dead. But neither of us had ever seen this odd behavior before. Then, (as if all this wasn’t intriguing enough!) after my friend left, about 10 minutes later, I went outside to clean up a few things. That’s when I saw a Black Starling in the grass doing the same thing!
(And no, I didn’t think to get my phone, to get a picture. I could barely breathe, as it was!)
℘ Behind the Behavior: ℘
I immediately consulted a bird-watcher I know, who wrote a book about birds. He said it sounded like “bird anting.” It’s actually common, well-documented behavior in over 200 kinds of birds, but rare to observe in the wild! Several online sources confirmed this. (Yes, I went berserk studying “anting” after this!) In fact, it totally eludes most biologists and professional bird watchers.
Basically, there are two kinds of anting: one is “passive” and one is “active.” In “passive anting,” a bird will spread itself onto ants, (often disturbing a nest on purpose) and invite the ants to crawl onto them and bite them. In “active anting,” they will take ants in their beaks and place or rub them on their bodies. The ants secrete formic acid which is believed to be stimulating and soothing to birds, who have discomfort from molting feathers. It’s a counter-irritant, in other words. Not unlike the unusual practice of applied bee stings, or nettles to relieve the discomfort of arthritis, (yes, some people do this!) or a capsicum rub for sore muscles.
While there are a few other theories out there, there are experts who have devoted years studying this phenomenon who conclude this is the reason for anting.
But here’s where it gets more interesting. I didn’t see any evidence of a disturbed ant nest anywhere. All this took place in my flat lawn, on grass. And while all the birds did this in a sunny corner of the yard, they were in different areas, some up to 10 feet apart!
This is why I believe the birds were “sunbathing,” actually. (A gentler choice; maybe more like applying lotion to feather shafts) If you wish to read a long, scholarly work that will melt your brain, see: “Relationship of Anting and Sunbathing to Molting in Wild Birds,” A scientific study published by the American Ornithological Society: https://www.jstor.org/stable/4084474
Four notable conclusions from the study:
- Both “sunbathing” and “anting” are complimentary behaviors.
- Both serve a “comfort-motivated” purpose: to provide heat and relief from the irritation of losing old feathers and growing new ones.
- Both happen when there is unusually rapid feather renewal.
- “Sunbathing” (on the ground) is just as rare to observe in the wild as anting.
℘ Story Addendum: ℘
The next day, Sunday, I spent all morning and afternoon lounging on my deck. I studied bird anting and sunbathing, prayed about what it all means, and wondered if the birds would do it again.
But the trees were deathly still and quiet! No birds landed in the lawn the whole time I was there. Only a couple birds came to the feeder. The weather was the same: sunny and high 70’s. What made the day before different? Was the sun in a certain position in the sky? Was the humidity perfect, the wind just right, the planets aligned? It’s a mystery. But the birds knew. They knew there was a “sun moment” in time to grab, and they grabbed it.
℘ Let the Birds Teach Us: ℘
“Ask the animals, and they will teach you, or the birds in the sky, and they will tell you…” ~Job 12:7
Often when God speaks to us, He does so in three’s. It’s a way of strengthening or driving home a point. The meaning of three different bird species sunbathing is triple amazing. Birds molt at different times. But whatever these birds were going through, they were going through at the same time. And they came together in the same place to focus on the same thing: the sun.
Pray whether the Spirit of God is confirming this same message to you or not. Because for me, I believe this is a sign (one of many that have, and will be given) that we’re in some sort of “last days;” days which will be transitional and tensive. In the same way these three species (signifying unity, with differences) were experiencing rapid feather renewal at the same time, so there’s going to be an “end-time remnant” of people who will experience rapid spiritual growth. They will rapidlylet go of their fears, doubts, and childish ways, and rapidly grow up into the fullness of Christ. No more waffling and wallowing in weak faith! There’s no time for it. Because “winter” is coming, and it’s coming early. This is why what will happen, will happen quickly.
Another takeaway: The position of the birds was laying prostrate. They weren’t stirring up ant homes. They weren’t numbing themselves with distractive counter-irritants. They were seeking comfort and healing by going to the source of all life: the sun.
The meaning of this seems clear. This end-time remnant will be characterized by a worshipful heart-position and focus. In the days just before the second visitation of Christ, (His coming via the Holy Spirit) we are told believers “came together in one accord (i.e. heart/purpose)” ¹ in order to wait for their “power from on high” ² as Jesus instructed them. Even so, in these last days, before the third and last visitation of Christ, the end-time remnant will be gathered by a singular focus, again. It won’t be a literal place, per se, but in a pursuit of gazing on Christ and depending on Him, they will look to their left and right and discover they are connected to others with the same focus.
Finally, when I was praying about this whole experience, this verse came to mind:
“But for you who fear My name, [with awe-filled reverence] the sun of righteousness will rise with healing in its wings. And you will go forward and leap [joyfully] like calves [released] from the stall.” ~Malachi 4:2 AMP
Interestingly, instead of “wings,” some translations have:“the sun’s rays”! (e.g. NIV, CEB, GNT) Visually, the Hebrew word means an extension, an edge, or a border. (including of a garment) Like the woman who touched Jesus’ hem and was healed, those who act on their faith, even if they only place themselves in the furthest rays of Christ’s glory, are going to be healed. They will go forth from the imprisonment of their personal “stalls” and leap in green pastures. Or staying true to our metaphor: they will fly.
I’ll never understand Malachi 4:2 the same way again, including why it’s in the last chapter of the last book of the Old Testament—a very short chapter attributed to the last days. (i.e. the “Day of the Lord”) It comes right before the beautiful part where the hearts of fathers and children will be turned to each other.
For birds who have ears to hear.
℘ A Conclusion: ℘
If any of this resonates with your heart, pray for confirmation. Pray for spiritual eyes to see yourself in “HIS-story.” Nothing will happen when we wallow in ourselves or our circumstances. We won’t fulfill our heavenly destiny distracted with social media, news, entertainment. And we only make things worse when we numb ourselves with the indulgences of food, alcohol, sex. I am making a point to turn my focus heavenward, and spend more time “son-bathing” for the courage, wisdom, and healing I still need in life. Whatever it takes, Lord! The days are growing shorter. Whether we feel this or not, whether wwe’re among the end-time remnant or not, the Bride is being prepared. She is coming together in unity. And she is going to be revealed in her stunning beauty, clothed with the pure white robe of Christ.
Just wait for it.
Before you can blink an eye, this Woman is going to spread out her God-given wings, and fly!
“And to the woman were given two wings of a great eagle, that she might fly into the wilderness and be nourished…” ~Revelation 12:14 KJV
“But those who wait for the Lord [who expect, look for, and hope in Him] Will gain new strength and renew their power; They will lift up their wings [and rise up close to God] like eagles [rising toward the sun]” ~Isaiah 40:31 AMP